I QUIT

The I QUIT wall:

I quit life and then I made a wall dedicated to my new path. we created the quitting bench outside our apartment, and there we quit all the things that we were done tolerating. If nothing else it made me feel a whole lot better and I enjoyed writting down my frustrations and being able to laugh about them.

the real question is about quitting quitting. I want to know, can you really quit that, or is it an endless cycle.

For everything else, there's master card

This picture has nothing to do with anything I want to talk about except that I just wanted the blog to look like fun-meaning there must be more than words.

I am tired of bills, what the junk, why is it that I start to move out all month and I am never home and then all of the sudden I receive a bill for twice as much electricity being used than before. I wasn't even there to use it, those dang monsters that live under my bed did it and I don't want to take care of it. bah!

I had some J-Dawgs with Sara today, that was exciting, and we took care of Gavin's birthday present. I want what he is getting, it's pretty gosh darn good looking, maybe I will get one.

AHHHH! the bills are still driving me crazy. I think I am going to move into a cardboard box and stop living, I am pretty good at finding things in nature that I could eat such as toads and grass or whatver. Boo to bills, and blah to buying books for class.

It's crazy how much life takes swings at you and yet, it keeps going. I moved into a new apartment, and I have new friends and I quit one of my jobs, I am so behind on everything I wanted to do this summer, I hardly ever see my family. Let's be honest I never thought, EVER that I would be where I am now.

In the past two years my life has changed drasticallyI was supposed to be the small town story that has a high school love whom I marry after waiting for him on a mission and we forever live together in a small town. I never thought I would end up at BYU and be living here in provo, with the people I do. I never thought I would meet someone new, and I never thought that there might be life outside Fruitland Idaho.

I've been working for Dillards for the summer, making pretty good money, but wanting to shoot myself in the foot from boredom. While I was there I was offered a job by a guy that met me and thought that I was an amazing person. I took it, and now I work as a preschool gymnastics teacher. It's kinda crazy, but I really enjoy it. The kids are just great, and the people I work with are amazing.

It's weird to have a blog again, I have been so busy writting letters to Colin that I haven't taken the time to write, I also forgot my other username and password, so it's nice to start fresh I guess. This year will be the year of starting new, different, and I am excited to start new.